Thursday, August 5, 2010

We are Forever



Sometimes, life really challenges us and puts us all in the worst situations we could ever imagine possible. It tests us in ways where we really question who are we and what we are doing on this earth.

The other day, life put me in this situation. It still doesn't seem real and I know it will get worse before it even begins to get easier, but I have hope that maybe one day when I'm lying in the grass and the sun shines its warmth on my face, I might understand the ways of the world and why such things happen.

The past three and a half years we were inseperable and I'm sure we would have continued our journey together, hand in hand, ready for the impossible. We were promised for eachother and now you will never leave my heart. We have unfinished plans and I will finish them for us. And one day, we will walk together once again.

Thankyou for teaching me how to be free and to take things as they come. Thankyou for keeping me safe, for showing me how to live and making me believe in true love. Your smile, your presence, your motivation, your way of life, is now a part of me and always will be.

Only a short time here with us, yet you have already changed the world.

Jesse Marc Tonkin. October 27th 1990 - July 28th 2010. RIP.

I love you, I promise.

10 comments:

  1. That is just beautiful Jordi! xo

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  2. your amazing jordan these words a beautiful!! :)

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  3. This is truly amazimg Jord!!
    You are very strong. Im very proud of you :)
    Love you chic! xx <3

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  4. Wow no words for this jords, just a few tears, you are so strong and have said the most beautiful words. love ya chicky xxx

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  5. Here come the tears that was beautiful just as you are, Love Jo

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  6. i am speechless jords, this is beautiful and now im crying like a bitch lol i am very proud of you and i know he is to. i love u j xox

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  7. Kirby's right. He is proud of you for being so strong with everything. nobody could have said this better than you just did. love you, stay strong xxx
    Love Em .

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  8. Absolutely beautiful words Jordan, thinking of you and wishing you lots of strength at this very sad time! Ang xo

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  9. jordi , this is beautiful ,your an amazing person and you are probably the bravest and strongest person i have even known . He loved u and your love will never be forgotten .xxx He is definately proud of you as we all are . <3

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  10. Jordi, keep recalling those memories, play that music, laugh and cry. Your words are beautiful as was yesterday's service, take care. Love Robyn M

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